it's New Year's eve today... the last day of the year... i could probably use this entry to reflect on the past year... but umm... i think i'll leave that till tomoro :P
aih... i've just realized i've wasted one whole week doing absolutely nothing, when i could have finished studying at least 5 weeks worth of lectures... well... musn't waste anymore time... off to study :)
Friday, December 31, 2004
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
surprised
i'm surprised... at myself :P
heheh, i was just browsing around n i decided to look at my friendster profile... and hehe, i can hardly remember not to say recognize some of the stuff i typed...
Hometown: KL... the city of 3 towers
Hobbies and interests: my hobbies and interests are interesting hobbies
Favorite TV shows: TV... does that stand for Telephatic Voyeurism? but if there was a TV show i liked to watch it would have to be... something on TV
About me: Me, me and me... i am me, myself and i... let me advertise about myself, i blog at grayblade.blogspot.com... my email is tzy606@yahoo.com... my house got no chickens... my room got 1 bed... i go to church at Canaan Baptist Church...
Who I want to meet: humans, malaysians, little bug like creatures, preferably put the humans in test tubes, malaysians in an incubator and the little bug like creatures in houses...
huh? What? where'd all that come from?... i don't even recall myself being so lame... oh man... i'm worse then i think i am...
heheh, i was just browsing around n i decided to look at my friendster profile... and hehe, i can hardly remember not to say recognize some of the stuff i typed...
Hometown: KL... the city of 3 towers
Hobbies and interests: my hobbies and interests are interesting hobbies
Favorite TV shows: TV... does that stand for Telephatic Voyeurism? but if there was a TV show i liked to watch it would have to be... something on TV
About me: Me, me and me... i am me, myself and i... let me advertise about myself, i blog at grayblade.blogspot.com... my email is tzy606@yahoo.com... my house got no chickens... my room got 1 bed... i go to church at Canaan Baptist Church...
Who I want to meet: humans, malaysians, little bug like creatures, preferably put the humans in test tubes, malaysians in an incubator and the little bug like creatures in houses...
huh? What? where'd all that come from?... i don't even recall myself being so lame... oh man... i'm worse then i think i am...
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Earthquake tragedy
Today(Boxing Day) at abt 9am, an earthquake occured in Aceh, Indonesia... besides initial casualties from earthquake... the earthquake n subsequent aftershocks caused tidal waves dat wreaked massive dmg all around the surrounding nations... M'sia included... although not as bad as India(thousands...) it's still shocking, cos' M'sia has never experienced a natural catastrophe as bad as this before... i've never actually imagined disaster could strike so close to home...even ppl in Taman Desa n in Rawang could feel the tremors... gosh, dat's like so close to SP...
Friday, December 24, 2004
christmas eve
every year, there comes that special season of the year when we remember what it means to love and be loved once again... to relive memories of the Past, look forward to hope of the Future and celebrate the gift of the Present.
Christmas is the season for giving and forgiving, christmas is the season when we learn that joy doesn't come from getting, but from giving...
most of all, Christmas is when we remember Christ's gift... :)
A Tale of Two Christmases by Jim Smith
It is the worst of times. It is the best of times.The Christmas you have depends upon you.May you be blessed to follow the Light and choose the right.
A Christmas Poem
C is for Credit Cards that make buying a breeze.
H is for your Headache when your cards are seized.
R is for Remembering everyone on your list.
I is for feeling Insulted when your gifts are dissed.
S is for feeling Stressed when you're on the fly.
T is for the Truckloads of presents that you buy.
M is for your Massive debt that soars into the sky.
A is for the Awful feeling that you've gone astray.
S is for your Sorrow and the tears you'll shed today.
The True Christmas Poem
C is for the Christ child lying in a manager.
H is for the Holy One who saved us all from danger.
R is to Remember Him who died that we may live.
I is to Inspire us that we may always give.
S is for joyful Songs and sacred hymns that praise.
T is to Thank the Lord for showing us the way.
M is for the Miracles that bless us each day.
A is for the Almighty who always puts us first.
S is for the Shepherd who guides us on earth.
Christmas is the season for giving and forgiving, christmas is the season when we learn that joy doesn't come from getting, but from giving...
most of all, Christmas is when we remember Christ's gift... :)
A Tale of Two Christmases by Jim Smith
It is the worst of times. It is the best of times.The Christmas you have depends upon you.May you be blessed to follow the Light and choose the right.
A Christmas Poem
C is for Credit Cards that make buying a breeze.
H is for your Headache when your cards are seized.
R is for Remembering everyone on your list.
I is for feeling Insulted when your gifts are dissed.
S is for feeling Stressed when you're on the fly.
T is for the Truckloads of presents that you buy.
M is for your Massive debt that soars into the sky.
A is for the Awful feeling that you've gone astray.
S is for your Sorrow and the tears you'll shed today.
The True Christmas Poem
C is for the Christ child lying in a manager.
H is for the Holy One who saved us all from danger.
R is to Remember Him who died that we may live.
I is to Inspire us that we may always give.
S is for joyful Songs and sacred hymns that praise.
T is to Thank the Lord for showing us the way.
M is for the Miracles that bless us each day.
A is for the Almighty who always puts us first.
S is for the Shepherd who guides us on earth.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
almost there
almost there... just a little bit more... a little bit.. a little bit...
Yes!! That's right, it's just a little bit more to CHRISTMAS!!
that wonderful time of the year :)
about 63 hours left till Santa comes knocking :P
and about 50 hours left till summative 2.. n den after dat... Yay!! off to Christmas!! :)
*studies have shown that around the world, people fall sick less and suffer less stress during Christmas... it's true!, i've studied it myself... it happens to ppl like me:P
Yes!! That's right, it's just a little bit more to CHRISTMAS!!
that wonderful time of the year :)
about 63 hours left till Santa comes knocking :P
and about 50 hours left till summative 2.. n den after dat... Yay!! off to Christmas!! :)
*studies have shown that around the world, people fall sick less and suffer less stress during Christmas... it's true!, i've studied it myself... it happens to ppl like me:P
Saturday, December 18, 2004
christmas look
hehe...i know i'm supposed to be studying... but it's CHRISTMAS!!
so i decided to be lazy n spend time doing some "not so important stuff" ;P
like THIS!!
so i decided to be lazy n spend time doing some "not so important stuff" ;P
like THIS!!
Thursday, December 16, 2004
need...want?
Hebrews 3:13
But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness.
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery.
But today is a gift... maybe that's why it's called the Present."
How are needs different from wants? Aren't needs the same as wants but for the fact that needs bear greater consequences for not being accomplished as compared to wants?
I've been wondering about needs and wants lately for some reason or other.
I think it began while i was working in Bee's, n i often wondered what would the consequences be if i missed a certain a program in church.
I'm beginning to believe that there're actually no such things as needs... anything can be forgone so long as you are willing to face the consequences.As such, i don't think that going through life there isn't really anything you NEED to do.
"Don't wanna eat? then go hungry-loh..."
"Still don't wanna eat? then sooner or later u get sick or maybe in the end... death. Which taken in perspective.. is just another consequence of life..."
I think it's more meaningful to go through life driven not by needs, but by wants.Wouldn't it be better if we did what we do not because we didn't want to face the consequences of not doing it, but because there's a desire to do it.
like...wanting study not because we'll fail exams, but because by doing so we please our parents and God(uhh, i still find it hard to believe its possible to like studying just for studying's sake)...
or like... wanting to meet up with friends not because they'll be hurt if you don't go, but because you want to see them...
or like... wanting to go for meetings(boring..-_-) not just to make decisions n stuff liddat, but because u get to see God at work in ppl's lives...
or like... wanting to go to heaven not because we don't want to go to hell... but because we want to see God's face.
Carpe Deim, Seize the Day. Find something to aim for today, tomorow and the future. Not because you have to, but because you want to.
But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness.
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery.
But today is a gift... maybe that's why it's called the Present."
How are needs different from wants? Aren't needs the same as wants but for the fact that needs bear greater consequences for not being accomplished as compared to wants?
I've been wondering about needs and wants lately for some reason or other.
I think it began while i was working in Bee's, n i often wondered what would the consequences be if i missed a certain a program in church.
I'm beginning to believe that there're actually no such things as needs... anything can be forgone so long as you are willing to face the consequences.As such, i don't think that going through life there isn't really anything you NEED to do.
"Don't wanna eat? then go hungry-loh..."
"Still don't wanna eat? then sooner or later u get sick or maybe in the end... death. Which taken in perspective.. is just another consequence of life..."
I think it's more meaningful to go through life driven not by needs, but by wants.Wouldn't it be better if we did what we do not because we didn't want to face the consequences of not doing it, but because there's a desire to do it.
like...wanting study not because we'll fail exams, but because by doing so we please our parents and God(uhh, i still find it hard to believe its possible to like studying just for studying's sake)...
or like... wanting to meet up with friends not because they'll be hurt if you don't go, but because you want to see them...
or like... wanting to go for meetings(boring..-_-) not just to make decisions n stuff liddat, but because u get to see God at work in ppl's lives...
or like... wanting to go to heaven not because we don't want to go to hell... but because we want to see God's face.
Carpe Deim, Seize the Day. Find something to aim for today, tomorow and the future. Not because you have to, but because you want to.
you've been viewed
it's kinda wierd in a nice way...
yesterday i was studying in the library(aih...-_-) n suddenly i felt like drinking water...
suddenly... without any warning...a terrible urge to consume some form of liquid came over me... and i...
*ok-lah, the above few sentences are quite crappy...
anyway, i was feeling thirsty. so i went up to get a drink... IMU library is designed in such a way dat when u climb up the escalator in the library to go out(non-moving escalator!? @_@) u are able to look at wat ppl r doing in the library com lab... n i saw Thomas :)...and i saw Thomas... Thomas was in the com lab... and Thomas was using the computer... and Thomas was...
*uhh... today really crappy-lah... something's quite wrong with me...
so, actually Thomas was viewing my site while i was passing by... for some strange reason, suddenly like got pressure... cos' i realized i haven't updated... n also suddenly like quite happy... cos' got someone viewing my site... wahh...
on the other hand, Thomas asked me wat 8tv n ntv7 means... hmm...n i realized dat not many ppl will know wat the title of dis site refers to... uhh, i'll probably put up a column sometime soon explaining it...
on yet another hand(3 hands alredi),.. Summative Results are FINALLY out... in an hour's time... trying not to think abt it... more den 20% failed...
yesterday i was studying in the library(aih...-_-) n suddenly i felt like drinking water...
suddenly... without any warning...a terrible urge to consume some form of liquid came over me... and i...
*ok-lah, the above few sentences are quite crappy...
anyway, i was feeling thirsty. so i went up to get a drink... IMU library is designed in such a way dat when u climb up the escalator in the library to go out(non-moving escalator!? @_@) u are able to look at wat ppl r doing in the library com lab... n i saw Thomas :)...and i saw Thomas... Thomas was in the com lab... and Thomas was using the computer... and Thomas was...
*uhh... today really crappy-lah... something's quite wrong with me...
so, actually Thomas was viewing my site while i was passing by... for some strange reason, suddenly like got pressure... cos' i realized i haven't updated... n also suddenly like quite happy... cos' got someone viewing my site... wahh...
on the other hand, Thomas asked me wat 8tv n ntv7 means... hmm...n i realized dat not many ppl will know wat the title of dis site refers to... uhh, i'll probably put up a column sometime soon explaining it...
on yet another hand(3 hands alredi),.. Summative Results are FINALLY out... in an hour's time... trying not to think abt it... more den 20% failed...
Sunday, December 12, 2004
superman
i can't believe i haven't posted this song yet... it's 1 of my best liked songs...
wait... why am i in the first place posting all my favorite songs??
uhh... hmm... anyway, i think it's a bad habit i picked up from mei...
but hey, nice songs are meant to be shared :)
Superman- Five for Fighting
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
Well, it's all right...You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me...
wait... why am i in the first place posting all my favorite songs??
uhh... hmm... anyway, i think it's a bad habit i picked up from mei...
but hey, nice songs are meant to be shared :)
Superman- Five for Fighting
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
Well, it's all right...You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me...
Saturday, December 11, 2004
depression?
hehe... uhh, daniel mentioned dat i sound depressed... ehh, maybe a little over the past weeks,
but not now :)
let's see... stuff dat should be getting me down: taking care of grandpa, exams on X'mas eve, not being able to go youth camp, still single ;P... ehheh, no, not depressed now..
because CHRISTMAS is coming!! :)
nmmm... n also bcos'... mainly bcos' i've found answers to questions i've been asking myself like... why is spagetthi so hard to spell... spageti, sppaghetti, spagghatei?? or, is it possible to get thru christmas without bursting my pockets... uhh, no-lah... more of relationship questions...
but it's good now :)... very good in fact :) good :) in fact actually i think its good because i didn't go youth camp... no, not becos they say it wasn't that fun... but becos i had time to think stuff thru...
no... not depressed... at least maybe not till results come out :P
read: HAPPY!!... gee, i sound demented now...
but not now :)
let's see... stuff dat should be getting me down: taking care of grandpa, exams on X'mas eve, not being able to go youth camp, still single ;P... ehheh, no, not depressed now..
because CHRISTMAS is coming!! :)
nmmm... n also bcos'... mainly bcos' i've found answers to questions i've been asking myself like... why is spagetthi so hard to spell... spageti, sppaghetti, spagghatei?? or, is it possible to get thru christmas without bursting my pockets... uhh, no-lah... more of relationship questions...
but it's good now :)... very good in fact :) good :) in fact actually i think its good because i didn't go youth camp... no, not becos they say it wasn't that fun... but becos i had time to think stuff thru...
no... not depressed... at least maybe not till results come out :P
read: HAPPY!!... gee, i sound demented now...
Thursday, December 09, 2004
christmas soon :):)
christmas is coming soon... very soon :)... doing my christmas shopping tomoro... sort of-lah...
i'm also thinking of changing template to reflect the current holiday season... if i find the time-lah...
haih... why does Summative have to be one Christmas Eve...
Christmas is always my favorite time of the year, cos' everyone has no excuse to be unhappy :)... even your mother doesn't nag as much on christmas day;)...
last nite i googled christmas n found some interesting sites...
turns out dat there's a www.christmas.com , www.merry-christmas.com , heheh, the wierd things ppl come up wif... Christmas, the season to warm your heart :)
16 days and counting :)
i'm also thinking of changing template to reflect the current holiday season... if i find the time-lah...
haih... why does Summative have to be one Christmas Eve...
Christmas is always my favorite time of the year, cos' everyone has no excuse to be unhappy :)... even your mother doesn't nag as much on christmas day;)...
last nite i googled christmas n found some interesting sites...
turns out dat there's a www.christmas.com , www.merry-christmas.com , heheh, the wierd things ppl come up wif... Christmas, the season to warm your heart :)
16 days and counting :)
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
choice
i was just thinking over stuff after doing devotion this morning... and something i learned during my time in Bee's came to me, which i hadn't remember till now...
No one can force you to do something you don't want to...
So i asked myself, if i had a choice would i want 2 change everything i'm going thru now... No, because i realized through it all God had been there carrying through. No, because it is through trials that faith is strengthened. No, because.. because i choose the life i'm living now... because i chose to take up medicine knowing full well the costs it would cost me, because i choose to make the friends i have now.. whether for better or for worse... Because I Choose To.
we all have but 24 hours to use in a day... Carpe Deim, Seize the Day; Know what you want, See it and Make it happen. In what little or much time we have, how useful or meaningful we make it is up to us.
No one can force you to do something you don't want to...
So i asked myself, if i had a choice would i want 2 change everything i'm going thru now... No, because i realized through it all God had been there carrying through. No, because it is through trials that faith is strengthened. No, because.. because i choose the life i'm living now... because i chose to take up medicine knowing full well the costs it would cost me, because i choose to make the friends i have now.. whether for better or for worse... Because I Choose To.
we all have but 24 hours to use in a day... Carpe Deim, Seize the Day; Know what you want, See it and Make it happen. In what little or much time we have, how useful or meaningful we make it is up to us.
Monday, December 06, 2004
restart
it's been quite a while since i last blogged isn't it?
this week everyone's off to youth camp... so staying in sri petaling is kinda lonely, i'm almost imagine this is what being "left behind" after the rapture is like... hehe, definitely not nice :
anyway, i'm back blogging...
i can't say i don't sort of miss the guys who're in PD now... daniel, jinqfeei, mok, joyce... my sister.. the house is really quiet... and every now n den i keep thinking of all the fun they're having in PD...
but on the other hand...i can't say that being "left behind" in s/p is a totally bad thing...
in fact it could be the best thing that's happened to me this year...
from Ps. Bernard's sharing last saturday, i've realized i made my friends the centre of my world... not exactly a bad thing in itself, but when u consider that when i begin to place friendship above God, now that's bad... a bit like an unhealthy addiction...
but i've realized now... that above all else, God must come first... friends, relationships...
it's also comforting at times, cos' when u've got a friend that doesn't treat you that nicely, and u realized that the most important person in your life, God.. will always be the best friend you could ever have...
it also helps bring things into perspective cos' i realized i've started to focus to closely to the closest people around me that i start to lose focus my other friends...
hehe, like a bit serious rite? ;P... sommor first blog after so many weeks...
on a lighter note, last week i had ice-cream... something i haven't had in a really, really, really LONG time... doctor says ice cream is good for the brain :)
this week everyone's off to youth camp... so staying in sri petaling is kinda lonely, i'm almost imagine this is what being "left behind" after the rapture is like... hehe, definitely not nice :
anyway, i'm back blogging...
i can't say i don't sort of miss the guys who're in PD now... daniel, jinqfeei, mok, joyce... my sister.. the house is really quiet... and every now n den i keep thinking of all the fun they're having in PD...
but on the other hand...i can't say that being "left behind" in s/p is a totally bad thing...
in fact it could be the best thing that's happened to me this year...
from Ps. Bernard's sharing last saturday, i've realized i made my friends the centre of my world... not exactly a bad thing in itself, but when u consider that when i begin to place friendship above God, now that's bad... a bit like an unhealthy addiction...
but i've realized now... that above all else, God must come first... friends, relationships...
it's also comforting at times, cos' when u've got a friend that doesn't treat you that nicely, and u realized that the most important person in your life, God.. will always be the best friend you could ever have...
it also helps bring things into perspective cos' i realized i've started to focus to closely to the closest people around me that i start to lose focus my other friends...
hehe, like a bit serious rite? ;P... sommor first blog after so many weeks...
on a lighter note, last week i had ice-cream... something i haven't had in a really, really, really LONG time... doctor says ice cream is good for the brain :)
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