Sunday, October 25, 2009

Work

yeah... i'm finally starting work..
just finished induction last week... will be packing and resting at home today before flying tmr at 3pm, then reporting for duty on tuesday...
today felt.. surreal... the combination of sleeplesness and sadness from saying bye to some of the closest friends i've ever known...
i know that i'll be missing most of all, sze siew, christina, hailiang, fengko, kimkwan, kexin, seowfan, yeangwee, sabrina.. (cpei i'll be seeing in kch.. hehe)
but i guess life won't be the same without this... "family" that i've come to know and really love...
there are others that i'll miss too that i did not mention because if i did, i would be naming the whole batch...
kuching will be a very different life without all these friends... it will be a new journey i suppose... one that i'm half looking forward and half reluctant to start on...
church too will be very missed... i suppose i will find a church there.. but it won't be anything like canaan i know... daniel, peter, brandon, joshua, leena, mok, joyce, yibing... many others that have filled my life with joy and meaning...

i hope i live up to my expectations as a doctor, my friends expectations, my expectations, my parents expectations, mostly.. God's expectations...

life and time changes many things, but hopefully these things don't change in my life.. God, my family and my friends...

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Yeah.. i know this blog died..
i think i was in the midst of exams..
well.. since that time.. i've graduated from IMU as a doctor..
i suppose i've always felt torn between my friendships in church and in IMU

well.. in a way.. i suppose... now i don't have to be torn anymore...
now hopefully... it all starts anew..