he passed away

this post...
is in rememberence of Uncle Phua...
Uncle Phua is one of the many uncles from church...
he's retired, and he looks just like any of the other church uncles...
married with one great kid...
he passed away today after a battle with cancer...
its actually almost been a year i think... i suppose it's been pretty up and down...
from the time he was first discovered to have growths in the colon and liver, and then the first biopsy showed benign growths... and then a couple of months ago they re biopsied and discovered malignancies...
and then rapidly downhill..
its sad... because uncle phua is one of the friendliest uncles in church... always saying hi to everyone, close to his son, helping out anyway he can... encouraging ppl... even when he discovered his illness...
hmm... its actually been quite a bad weekend in spite of the recently passed exams...
first juliang getting the relapse and now uncle phua...


gotta keep praying...

the unspoken oath 2

for unspoken oath 1 ref to fengyblogstoo.blogspot.com
an incident happened which i shall not elaborate on...
lol... but never the less... even though things worked out in a less than ideal way, what's happened has happened...

ermm.... so well... imagine that there's a rabbit... and this rabbit is good friend with a porcupine...
and then the rabbit is also frens with a skunk... so well... one day one of the animals did something wrong and stupid... and then the other animal also retaliated... so the rabbit while trying to avoid injury to both its frens, get spray with stink on one side and kena cucuk on other side... so in the end... what happen is well... one of the animals thought the rabbit was against it, so the rabbit also became dislike by one of the animals...but well, actually i'm another fren of the rabbit (not skunk or porcupine)... but well, its just that the rabbit is trying actually to protect both the skunk and the porcupine from injuring each other... but well... the rabbit is so skinny so some quills also go past and some secretions also get past...
but well...
this is just so that the rabbit's sacrifice is known to those discerning ones la...

so well... to repeat an oft repeated line... to err is human, to forgive is divine...

the unspoken oath is...
blogging has its hazards... but dun build dividing walls over hastily thrown stones...

actually wanted to refer to a story from bible... but i think i'll do that another day... have to bathe now....

sorry if you don't understand...
i know the rabbit will...

*edit- DISCLAIMER- the story about skunks and rabbits and porcupines in no way resembles what actually happened... it's called an ANALOGY... so please don't pick on details...
focus on the rabbit...
it's about the rabbit...
rabbit is cute

coincidence

wah... i don't believe the sheer coincidencabilitiness of this...
today i went ward as usual...
at the usual time everyone goes to ward...
which ranges from between 8-830am...
well... maybe this is just for my posting only la... maybe other posting ppls go on time at 8...
so actually everyday... correct me if i'm wrong.. but i think most ppl enter the hospital between that time...
so... i'm also the same...
but well... not once, but twice... i've met dato' kandar on the short 5 minute walk to the hospital...
and well... 2nd time alredi he recognize me liao...
actually this is 3rd time for me liao, cos' there was once during PSYCHIATRY posting when i went ward to revise Obs and hopefully some sem6 stuff, cos' that day was "free" for obs...
well so roughly each time i meet DK this is roughly wat happens...
"you're late"
*silence*
"why are you late?"
*silence*
"what posting are you from?"
paeds/psych/ortho...
and then so far he has asked to see...
my group leader... and today was my head of dept.. hmm... haven't done anything about it...
although i feel VERY frustrated... cos' i'm not the ONLY one being "so-called late"... but apparently i'm the only one getting caught...
hmm...
but on the other hand... while i was bathing i thought that actually in a way, he's right la...
i mean... i AM supposed to be in the hospital at 8... regardless of whether other ppl come at that time or not...
oh well...
i suppose on a christian perspective...
i'm not supposed to be as good as other ppl... i'm just supposed to be, good.
or in other words... not just do what everyone thinks to be right... but to do what's right.


"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."
Hebrews 12:5-6


For rulers hold no terror for those who do right, but for those who do wrong. Do you want to be free from fear of the one in authority? Then do what is right and he will commend you. For he is God's servant to do you good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword for nothing. He is God's servant, an agent of wrath to bring punishment on the wrongdoer.
Romans 13:3-4


heh.. i just realized... this is the first real update in a wihle...
been... busy...

update

heh.. this is an update...
yeah... that's just wat it is...
an update...
there's actually a rather interesting discussion going on in christina's blog kiwi-bird.blogspot.com
u can go check it out and contribute to let her know what you think about what's going on in her life...

*update- this post was edited bcos' the word that was previously used may not have been appropriate... wah stress... blogging so long also i din know this sort of thing can happen...