reflect

xinli suggested i do some reflecting on my b'day...
i thought that was quite a good idea... hadn't thought of b'days in that perspective before...
a day to reflect on the past.. and plan for the future...

the past one year... has been good i guess...
this same time last year i was stressing out over upcoming sem7 exams to be held in january...
heh, fast forward to now... i'm kinda stressing out over upcoming sem9 exams to be held in january again... but i hope to be able to be looking back without stressing over any more exams this same time next year... heh... i think that'd be a good idea to re-look this next year...

relationships haven't gotten anywhere... heh, i guess the past year has been spent thinking about choices to make... but i guess i realized in some weeks ago that if anything is gonna go anywhere, its gonna take more doing and less pondering...

spiritually i guess i am in a way moving forward... beginning to see a direction to head for... but i guess this is rather closely related to my relationships... its gonna take more doing and less pondering... otherwise, i'm really quite glad that discipleship stuff is gonna happen soon... and my so called spiritual struggles have found an answer i can be satisfied in...

looking forward... i guess there are mainly 3 goals in my life now...
i'm rather lousy and multi-focussing... i can only focus on one task at a time, but well i believe things happen together for a reason, and if God brought me so far... He'll bring me through...
Church: discipleship and trying to get the youth i come into contact in to find out where God fits in their life...
Relationships: i suppose i've been moving forward in a way... but heh... its still a long way ahead... so hopefully i have the patience to take things as they come...
Studies: i really want to be a good doctor... so i guess that means i have to study more... heh... well, don't quite see any other way around this...

well... hopefully one year from now at this same time i'll be able to look back and see dreams achieved and hopes attained...

but yeah... thanks to everyone for all their b'day wishes... and yeah... thanks to everyone whose been supporting me in studies... in church... and in relationships...
heh... i don't think i can say one area is more important than the other now... currently all 3 have a place in my heart and my head... they just come forward when i'm in different places and cicumstances.. but they're all just as important to me now...

glass wall

it feels like i'm behind a glass wall these past few days...
well... maybe its an improvement from a cement wall...
cos' at first i wasn't able to log in to msn at all...
so although i know there are ppl online... i can't see them and they can't see me...
and we can't talk...
then it became a glass wall.. lol
now i'm able to log in... so i can actually see the people online...
but the connexion's so bad they can't see me... and i can't msg them most of the time...
so i can see them and maybe they can see me... i dono... but we can't communicate...
hmm... never thought i needed msn that badly...

a day in my life

today's a good day :)
although i went to sleep the previous night with a growling stomach because i couldn't find a midnight snack... woke up feeling fresh... hadn't had that in a while^^
had psychiatric community visit this morning... which ended up back in IMU because we lost the hospital van after the 1st house because we were all too busy talking in the car... lol... quite embarassing i think... don't think anyone's ever done that before... but we didn't think it was much of a deal anyway... cos' everyone told us it was a waste of time to go and we wanted to go back to the ward to clerk the case for tomorrow's case presentation...

so anyways... after the brief highway adventure... we ended up clerking a nice old man and his son in law...
so well... that was done for the day... so after lunch i headed back and accomplished quite a few things... photostated some papers... bought my midnight snacks... and had a hair cut at YOKA SALUN :)... hadn't had an indian barber hair cut in a while, so it was nice...
Uncle Frankie cut my hair and besides the hair cut, and some small talk... there was also some "neck cracking" which you don't get in any unisex saloon... :)

well this was followed by badminton and futsal... til.. now... haven't been so tired in a while... quite an eventful and productive day i'd say...
i think i can finish my selective report tonite... hopefully... lol