short break

having a short break now...
so... till monday i'm having HOLIDAY!!.. haha.. miss this feeling...
today is stay at home day...
had been in penang and moving to batu pahat the previous few days... and before i knew it.. its friday.. heh.. my holiday's over before i even realized it began...

so anyway... tmr i'll be around.. and then... i'm gonna be back to batu pahat on sunday, starting my FINAL SEMESTER...
TFTD is right... its like a dream...

beginnings and endings

almost there... just an hour more of exams...

its not the end...

its not even the beginning of the end...

but this is at least the end of the beginning...

pseudo quarantine

i'm stuck in the library...

waiting for the last group to finish their exam...

actually i'm not quarantined... supposedly can go home...

but i have to wait until ss finish cos' hl needs to fetch her back...

and he doesn't want to wait alone...

so i'm bored here...

heh... unable to go home and sleep after exam... sien...

looking beyond exams

exams suck... quite frankly... they do... 

for many professions they represent the ultimate obstacle to the goal that lies ahead...

that is... Graduation

somewhere along the way i realized with a start that exams aren't actually an end to themselves...

although all through out our undergraduate years we prepare, slog and torture ourselves to prepare ourselves to this end... we actually don't do this for our exams...

because the exams aren't actually the purpose of this whole journey...

they are merely the ends to a means... which is to make us... 

good doctors...

i AM going to graduate...

this exam is merely a means to make me qualified enough...

because ultimately these exams don't matter that much...

they're just an obstacle impeding our view of what lies ahead..

a life as a doctor..

i'm no longer afraid... because i know what lies ahead... 

and when i look back i won't even remember this obstacle...

operasi teh kundur

the weather has been rather unpleasantly warm the past few days...

i suspect both due to exams as well as being physically hot...

so... to cool down... in more ways than one...

i decided to buy TEH KUNDUR

also known as winter melon tea...

when big obstacles come your way.. it helps to turn your attention to "lesser problems"

so i bought a 24 packet pack of teh kundur...

which only after i bought i realized i have less than a week to finish...

haha.. no problem.. i'll just increase my fluid intake...

but teh kundur is nice...

sorry if this post seems irrelevant... but exams are stressful times... 

and teh kundur helps in more ways than one...

bottoms up (=

half way

ok.. half way through...

i think i still can make it...

don't lose confidence...

don't lose focus now...

the exam is only now starting...

start game

Starting game in 5

4..

3..

2..

NO leaver please..

1..

heh...

started game yesterday with MEQ...

this opponent is super pro... gyne took first blood while everyone was still busy farming on medicine... the paeds took a triple, TRIple, TRIPLE kill!!!....The Scourge is Owning!!!

so far.. its 50-50 i think with some pity from the examiners i hope i can pass MEQ... tomoro OSPE is about mid-game when all the ITEMS will start coming out... hopefully the opponents items are not too pro... then there will be about almost a week before the end-game...

in that time we HAVE to farm out OUR items for the last push so that the SENTINEL can be victorious and we don't have to be leavers...

all the best... 

glhf...

don't leave... in this game literally... 

leavers are noob...

hope we ALL can make it through...

remake

remake, remake...

its not too late to remake...

stop dreaming.. wake up and start preparing...

9 more days...

still can make it.. don't regret later

We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed

lost

lost and sien