a bit free

i'm actually quite free these few days before christmas...

i just spent about 15 minutes on je's blog thinking what STD baby means.. lol

and i'm home from the library after dinner..

i guess actually i AM quite free... just that there is this voice telling me to study while i still can before i run out of time when sem9 exams come... aihh...

otherwise... i've stopped using IE recently... i'm now using google Chrome :)

not for anything... just that couple of days ago there was a news report i came across on yahoo!

http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/null/111811

concerning some Major security flaws in IE... well... i was looking for something new to try out anyway... so i popped by google and downloaded Chrome... it looks quite good so far.. very minimalist... makes my screen look bigger than normal.. and yeah.. kinda fits vista... lol

christmas

its christmas soon... haven't been able to really get in the "christmas" mood bcos of books...

but i'll be home for christmas...

and that makes everything ok (=

bored

studying.. bored...

hoping to finish ENT today... then quickly get the other 2 more minor postings done with...

but tmr is a full day =_=... and friday got study group T_T

but otherwise today was a fun day... had a good futsal with an owning team ^^ but i discovered my shoes are broken...

they look like they're gonna last me another 1 more mon

th only... which is actually just nice... cos' i don't know how much futsal i'm gonna be playing in the heat of e

xam prep and over in batu pahat...

(tORn_by_frfefarfearz)

hmm.. this post... is like one of those "blonde"

 posts i dislike reading... where the "blonde" goes on about how the day went, how he/her felt, what they ate, how long they waited at the bus stop...

and they usually end with...

a cute picture...

_______by_BenoitPaille

haha... no, that's not cute... and that's not me... lol

pictures sourced from deviantArt.com the site for all cool pics...

ok, i wasted enough time... 

back to foreign bodies in the ENT..

rainy

its been a rainy gloomy couple of days...
felt like blogging... but the past few days hav been rather uneventful...
just... studyingzzz....

rain is normally nice... but too much is no good...
my clothes are still damp =_=

topsy turvy

its been an upside down kinda 2 days...
still not quite used to waking up so late in radio/anaes... which has got to be the most lethargic posting i've ever been in...
like dato' joked in gynae... the radiologist looks like she's been exposed to too much radiation and the anaesthetist looks like he's been anaesthetised... they're both SOOOOOO slow... soft... selamba... slow to respond... slow to hear...
but... on the other hand... this is the only 4 weeks (3 since i can't quite count christmas week in) i'll have to get my sem8 postings ready for EOS... so hopefully i don't drift off and find myself 4 weeks later suddenly having done nothing...

on other things...
a good friend helped me to realize during an episode of low mood...
that sometimes the people that we want to pay attention to us
:- take us for granted, don't appreciate us and pay us no attention

but while there are actually people that DO pay attention to us, and actually care for us... but we don't realize it because we're looking in the wrong direction at the people who don't care for us... so we think that nobody cares for us while there are actually many who do...

yeah.. thanks for the reminder friend :)

coming home

yeah... its ending...
faster than i thought it would... 4 weeks is really a short time...
my last week of gyne... exams on tuesday and wednesday...
will be home on friday... after 3 weekends not going home...

heh... even exams can't get me down..

pictures

last friday after a hard days work... we chilled out by playing pool...
it's pretty obvious we got the style, but none of the substance... lol..
but the above pic is our resident Club 7 Pro.. Rikimaru/Tjunoosis




















This... looks quite pro rite... lol... the guy next to her is the "si fu"... who is err... supposed to be better than her... lolz...

and this... is a ball..

if you look closely you can observe that it has been "blest" with some oral secretions so that it can go in to the hole...

yeah.. these pics are from my new phone.. in case u don't know i have one.. lol...

my hand is quite shaky... hence some of the pics not so nice... but still trying... haha..

yeah... i guess this post is more cheery than the past few... lol :)

gynae

posting from home...
won't be seeing this place for a while cos next week...
gonna start gynae for 1 month...
its going to be a long 1 month...
i hope i can make it to the end of the month without too much "injury", heh...
which means i'll be in seremban till about december...

well.. at least i'll be able to celebrate christmas...

hmm... EOS coming near... i can feel the stress already... especially with the past 2 EOPs being so sucky...

an ideal world

i'd just finished watching this video from daniel's blog...
heh.. yeah, it really does make one feel all warm and fuzzy remembering "good old days"
but it was the sentences at the end regarding what was happening at that time that really caught my heart...

i sometimes do wish things didn't have to change...
that we could have keep on staying the same... having fun and not having to move on to "newer" and "better" things...
but life isn't like that i suppose... and it does kinda sux sometimes...

in an ideal world...

ju liang would be healed and still be with us right now, preparing for vbs...
i wouldn't have to keep on coming back to seremban and what not because of studies...
jane wouldn't have to be in belgium...
clifford and clement wouldn't have to be in australia...
noel would come to church every sunday...
all those canaan people doing their studies overseas would be able to do it in malaysia...
every friday and saturday night would be set aside for dakei...
every sunday afternoon everyone would be able to have lunch together and cendol after that without any worries...
work wouldn't suck...
all the people and friends we meet wouldn't be segregated into church, work, school friends and what not... everybody would know everybody and we'd all be friends...
people wouldn't get sick and die...
we would have fun preparing for church events yet not have to bother being busy at work or trying to get leave...
people wouldn't fail exams and get left behind...
everyone would keep in touch with everybody all the time...
people wouldn't leave to look for "better" churches to go to...

but i suppose... that's life...
it's imperfect... and we struggle against the things we don't like in our life...
i suppose.. it all happens for a reason...
so that when we are done struggling against the night... and we finally lay our heads down to rest...
the morning that comes seems so much better than what we've been struggling against...
so that heaven will really seem like heaven in comparison with this imperfect world we live in...

a place where...
we get to see again those people we miss so dearly now that have gone on before us...
we meet once again with people who are separated from us by distance or circumstance...
we no longer have to struggle with time, and work, and suffering..
staples of this life that we never get used to...
because i believe these imperfections were not supposed to be there in the first place....
and that there IS a place where these things will cease to be...

"He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

mail :)

i love getting snail mail...
so it was a really pleasant surprise when i got back last weekend to find a letter waiting for me...
In it were these:...































































very,... veryy,... nice :)...
now i know... autumn maple leaves really do exist!! :)
i'd actually forgotten all about the request... hahaha...
thanks vickie (=

back

heh... i'm back...
yeah... i know its been a while...
but.. .haha... i don't usually update when i'm on holiday...
hehe... blogging is kinda a study/work thing... so when i'm on holiday... blogging takes a break too...
or maybe i'm just too lazy.. .hehe...

but yeah... back... and starting medicine tomorrow...

today... and tomorrow

today... i had a triple layer peanut butter sandwich...
it was nice...
i topped it off with licking the bottom of my peanut butter jar...
yum...

its cos' i have exams tomorrow... i'm not the only one la...
hl, tekjee and a couple of others are also gonna have clinicals tomorrow...
we're different from the rest cos' we're gonna be sitting to clinicals AND written exam tmr...
so it feels like everyone else is starting to enjoy themselves cos' they're clinicals are over whilst ours aren't... its probably just me la... but having exams on the last day is sien cos' of that...

so i'm quite looking forward to the end of this sien feeling tmr...
no quite so much because of the end of paeds.. this time paeds was quite fun i think... the kids were more fun to play with... but just... cos' its the end of another rotation...

in addition tmr's the last day of uni.. we're out for a week for raya :)

in addition... gonna get to turn in my WAX for my WKB again...

in addition... gonna get to go home for a week... holiday again... did i mention? :P
which i'm gonna spend watching GODfather I,II and III... the Hulk... and whatever else i can get my hands on...

yes.. looking forward to the end of tomorrow...

no time

when you're in

sem 1.. dono what's happening... can't study yet
sem2... not exam sem... dun study first
sem3.. daji first only study
sem4... holiday.. study what?
sem5... short daji only... one fast push then study...
sem6.. adjusting to seremban... can't study
sem7.. must study dy... but wait nearer exam onli intensive study
sem8.. holiday again..
sem9.. not time study.. die..
sem 10... dun wanna think bout it...

politics and medicine

there's been a rather amusing thread going on in m204's yahoo group.. it may be sensitive to most since its about race and racism in our country... but i found it rather amusing... heh... mostly cos' i skip the long mails and just read through to the end...

so i thought i'd add me 2 cents to the discussion... which i thought sounded rather intelligent... lol

heh... so much talk about politics and race...
oh well... i know for sure ganesh can't be a politician... he is anything but "politically correct"..

haha... i guess this is sth like med school maybe...hehe... wonder if you guys would agree...

any medical student can diagnose problems...
the heart got problem...
the brain got problem...
the lungs got problem..
everyone has their own different "diagnosis" of what's wrong with our country...
heh.. in fact i think politicians do good jobs of "diagnosing" problems (more often than not other ppls problems.. lol)

but i guess to be a doctor we need to have a plan of management...
and hopefully we all agree on the plan of management, which i think ganesh's last sentence rather quaintly addresses...

i quote: "we can't change politics (unless you become a politician lah.. which some of us will i think... except ganesh... lol)
it's too idealistic...
but we can change ourselves to become better citizens..."

cheers
zhiyong

p/s- it sux to be a final year med student... your brain nids to be that of a doc... but ur heart still wants to be med student... =_=

short changed

last saturday i came back to kl...
first thing to do was to have lunch with a bunch of guys...
so well... lunch lunch lunch... then after lunch have to pay bill...
so... nobody's has change... so i came out money first... total bill was 125... but yuans and gang came out 50 for their stuff... so i came out about 75... collect collect collect from the rest...
after came home onli realized that i onli got back 40 bucks..
short changed... literally.. =_=
and ironically brandom mentioned that this always happens...

and then well.. then actually after that supposed to do some bible study/discipleship thingy with the guys after lunch wan... and actually the only reason i came down to kl was to do this...
mana tau... things didn't work out cos' of ppl coming lates...
so that was like... i invest my saturday sunday time to come church...
and then my time got sort changed also... =_=

aih... too bads... i guess

5th year medical student

today is the first day of being a 5th and final year medical student...
i certainly don't feel like one...

the amount of work is almost depressing...

gonna need some chocolate or chips...

i'm awake

i'm awake...
ready to go...
final year of medicine is going down in a flash...

final preparations to make...
HAVE FUN for the last 3 days!!
its not gonna be an easy journey from here out...

one last post

i'd been wanting to post this for some time now, but i suppose i've been distracted the last couple of days...
but anyway... just one last post on juliang

i suppose it'll take some getting used to, to stop praying for juliang..
we've been praying for him for almost 3 years..
i suppose at first it did seem like our prayers had gone to waste..
but looking back, i think instead of wondering why God did not heal him absolutely... i suppose we could look at it as God granting us a stay of 2 years before taking juliang home..
in this 2 years i guess we've seen that God really does answer prayers... and that miracles do happen...
and i guess, what would mean more to us would be that God granted us 2 years to say goodbye...

maybe the thing that bothered me the most was why God would seem to answer our prayers but at the last minute, "pull back".. why grant the "minor miracle" of his heartbeat picking up...
why grant the bone marrow donor when in the end everything went to "waste"...
i already found it hard to believe in miracles that somoene can survive after septicemia and multiple organ failure... and these last "flickers of life" seemed like cruel tricks to grab on to hope for a miracle only to let us down at the last moment...

i struggled with this for a while until i came to be satisfied with the understanding that all this was done not for juliang... but for us... so that we might continue to believe in miracles... so that we might be able to always see the light when all seems so dark...
and i think in the end that kinda sums up all that juliang went through...

not because juliang did something wrong... not to test his faith... not to "take us for a ride"
but so that we might believe...
that it IS possible that..."to live is Christ, and to die is gain"
so that we might live in the knowledge that our lives now are just a preparation for the greater and better chapter..

ending

today... it ended... i'm not sure what time, but i got the message at 12pm...
not quite sure how to feel...
i guess its still too sudden...

juliang

Jesus loves me this i know,
for the bible tells me so.
little ones to him belong,
they are weak but he is strong...

this post is for juliang.. who is in critical condition...
because we believe that He is still taking care of us even when things don't look good...

saturday

heh.. looks like my attempt to blog everyday wasn't so succesful...
oh well... i suppose i'm not a habitual blogger...

otherwise... today's saturday :) i haven't spent saturday in seremban in a while...
and yeah... i'll be away tmr at camp... heh, quite wish i could be there till wednesday... but well... exam's more important i guess... lol

hmm... this is still quite a lala post...
i think it'll be my last short post... which means that the next update should probably be taking quite a long while to come... lol

eksam

today exam...
did ok i guess... ok enuff to pass...
i noob-ly identified a wrong murmur...
but i guess i'm ok with it...
i need more clinical practice heh... well, at least i have a direction to aim for...
more clinical practice... yes... will get down to it...

tyred

so crazy pig tired today...
think its the cumulative effect of playing badminton on wed and futsal on thurs...
i wish i could go to sleep in seremban and just wake up in kl...
wondering if i should drive back...

today

i opened the bottle today... it said...
"today.. will be a completely, totally, utterly different day from yesterday."

heh...
its nice having the promise of today because the PRESENT is always a GIFT...

on the other hand... after i came back today
i realized the whole day as quite wasted, cos' it was spent attending a "seminar" on organ donation... which i quite slept thru...
oh well... at least i've gotten my 10 survey patients done dy :)

i feel like some kinda lala boys blogging like this about mundane stuff actually... =_+

quantity/quality

went to ward today... to practice examination...
tired but feeling accomplished...
did a good deed today: took cpei to pasar malam to try cheer her up...

if you've noticed, i'm blogging shorter but more frequently...
wonder if in a blog, quantity matters more over quality...

on other matters... i've just been buzzed by someone alerting me to a very interesting post on suchuen's blog... its long...

but... nice :)

accomplished

today woke up.. made a list of stuff to do..
1. call GP to arrange GP posting
2. relaod TnG
3. deposit Boo cheque
yeah... just now did all... didn't forget any... well done to myself :)

reflect

xinli suggested i do some reflecting on my b'day...
i thought that was quite a good idea... hadn't thought of b'days in that perspective before...
a day to reflect on the past.. and plan for the future...

the past one year... has been good i guess...
this same time last year i was stressing out over upcoming sem7 exams to be held in january...
heh, fast forward to now... i'm kinda stressing out over upcoming sem9 exams to be held in january again... but i hope to be able to be looking back without stressing over any more exams this same time next year... heh... i think that'd be a good idea to re-look this next year...

relationships haven't gotten anywhere... heh, i guess the past year has been spent thinking about choices to make... but i guess i realized in some weeks ago that if anything is gonna go anywhere, its gonna take more doing and less pondering...

spiritually i guess i am in a way moving forward... beginning to see a direction to head for... but i guess this is rather closely related to my relationships... its gonna take more doing and less pondering... otherwise, i'm really quite glad that discipleship stuff is gonna happen soon... and my so called spiritual struggles have found an answer i can be satisfied in...

looking forward... i guess there are mainly 3 goals in my life now...
i'm rather lousy and multi-focussing... i can only focus on one task at a time, but well i believe things happen together for a reason, and if God brought me so far... He'll bring me through...
Church: discipleship and trying to get the youth i come into contact in to find out where God fits in their life...
Relationships: i suppose i've been moving forward in a way... but heh... its still a long way ahead... so hopefully i have the patience to take things as they come...
Studies: i really want to be a good doctor... so i guess that means i have to study more... heh... well, don't quite see any other way around this...

well... hopefully one year from now at this same time i'll be able to look back and see dreams achieved and hopes attained...

but yeah... thanks to everyone for all their b'day wishes... and yeah... thanks to everyone whose been supporting me in studies... in church... and in relationships...
heh... i don't think i can say one area is more important than the other now... currently all 3 have a place in my heart and my head... they just come forward when i'm in different places and cicumstances.. but they're all just as important to me now...

glass wall

it feels like i'm behind a glass wall these past few days...
well... maybe its an improvement from a cement wall...
cos' at first i wasn't able to log in to msn at all...
so although i know there are ppl online... i can't see them and they can't see me...
and we can't talk...
then it became a glass wall.. lol
now i'm able to log in... so i can actually see the people online...
but the connexion's so bad they can't see me... and i can't msg them most of the time...
so i can see them and maybe they can see me... i dono... but we can't communicate...
hmm... never thought i needed msn that badly...

a day in my life

today's a good day :)
although i went to sleep the previous night with a growling stomach because i couldn't find a midnight snack... woke up feeling fresh... hadn't had that in a while^^
had psychiatric community visit this morning... which ended up back in IMU because we lost the hospital van after the 1st house because we were all too busy talking in the car... lol... quite embarassing i think... don't think anyone's ever done that before... but we didn't think it was much of a deal anyway... cos' everyone told us it was a waste of time to go and we wanted to go back to the ward to clerk the case for tomorrow's case presentation...

so anyways... after the brief highway adventure... we ended up clerking a nice old man and his son in law...
so well... that was done for the day... so after lunch i headed back and accomplished quite a few things... photostated some papers... bought my midnight snacks... and had a hair cut at YOKA SALUN :)... hadn't had an indian barber hair cut in a while, so it was nice...
Uncle Frankie cut my hair and besides the hair cut, and some small talk... there was also some "neck cracking" which you don't get in any unisex saloon... :)

well this was followed by badminton and futsal... til.. now... haven't been so tired in a while... quite an eventful and productive day i'd say...
i think i can finish my selective report tonite... hopefully... lol

one more time

starting sem 8 again tomoro...
one more time...

tired... physically and mentally...
the week hasn't begun and i already want it to end...

=_=

pernolasity stet

i realized one way to keep the posts moving on is to do surveys...
heh... took this off fengko's blog
it looks like i literally copied the whole thing...
but it really is my own...

zhiyong,
Your personality is Phlegmatic Melancholy

Melancholy Strength:3 Weakness:8 28%
Phlegmatic Strength:16 Weakness:12 70%
Sanguine Strength:1 Weakness:0 3%
Choleric Strength:0 Weakness:0 0%

yeah... for definitions check out fengko's blog...

teg melayu

haih... semalam saya telah pulang ke seremban untuk sebentar sahaja tetapi rakan saya kyw terlalu gembira untuk bertemu saya... manalah saya tahu kenapa...=_=
haha... tambahan pula saya mendapat tahu bahawa saya telah mendapat "kerja rumah" ini... semoga orang yang membacanya akan berpuas hati...

7 fakta tentang saya
BM saya sebenarnya sangat teruk
Saya tidak mendapat A1 untuk BM
Semasa lebih muda saya makan apa pun tak gemuk, tetapi sekarang perut sudah mula buncit
Saya tidak menyukai "Tingkap Vista"
Saya teringin menyelam skuba di pulau sipadan
Saya juga seorang yang pendiam
Beberapa fakta tentang diri saya di sini adalah ditulis berpandukan apa yang tercatit di blog rakan saya fengyblogstoo.blogspot.com

7 perkara yang menakutkan saya
ular
cicak yang sangat besar
doktor yang garang
bertemu dengan orang yang berkuasa misalnya dato kanda
menonton filem yang penuh keganasan
kehilangan ibu bapa
kemalangan jalan raya

7 lagu buat sekarang
Tristram- Blizzard Diablo Soundtrack (lagu ini best)
Your love is just a lie- Simple Plan
Saya's Fear- OST2 Blood+
Amazing Love- Vineyard
Say it to me- OST Once (Glen Hansard)
Way back into love (versi demo)- Hugh Grant dan Drew Barrymore (Music and Lyrics)
Hero's Come Back- Nobody Knows (Naruto OP)

7 perkara yang saya selalu sebut
walau...
ehh...
umm...
err...
so...
hi...
saya pelajar perubatan tahun ke-4, saya ingin...

7 perkara yang amat bernilai
Tuhan saya
Keluarga saya
Kawan-kawan saya di gereja
Kawan-kawan saya di IMU
Kawan-kawan saya yang tidak di IMU atau gereja misalnya mei, william dan lain lain
Koleksi botol botol saya
Komputer saya

7 pertama kali dalam hidup saya
Kali pertama ber-blog dalam bahasa melayu
Kali pertama pergi ke IJN
Kali pertama ponteng pergi ke IJN hari ini
Kali pertama ber-blog begitu banyak tentang diri saya
Kali pertama ber-blog tentang kali pertama
Kali pertama pulang dari seremban pada pukul 1 pagi
Kali pertama pergi dan pulang dari seremban dalam masa kurang sehari

7 orang bertuah yang ingin mencuba nasib mecabar melayu aku
KYW
feng ko
christina ng
tan jen ern
lim sau tjun
daniel MCH
err... siapa siapa lagi lah... saya tidak terfikir siapa lagi yang akan cukup boring untuk meneruskan ini...

Sekian sahaja. Kalau boleh saya ingin menamatkan tag ini dengan satu ucapan yang biasa dibuat oleh rakan rakan melayu saya, tetapi itu mungkin tidak sesuai kerana sesetengah orang akan berpendapat itu akan menyinggung perasaan orang lain. Sampai sini sahaja lah...
-_-

merdeka

don't know why i got around to watching them today..
but, i love petronas ads.. i think most malaysians would...
but i guess i especially love merdeka ads... i guess the idea that we could be one nation that does not regard race or colour really appeals to me...

here are a few that brought a tear to my eye and warmed my heart...

hm... and i can't remember how to post videos anymore... =_= comes of being too lazy i suppose...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LSesjYw4KxU&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0P_BTvfJ4k&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezOSTYAhjZA&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8zPNP3uLK0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=05ILlMySCQE&feature=related

+_=

i might as well blog today... since i'm home early AGAIN...
and i don't have much else to do besides study...

well i suppose a few quick updates are in order...
my holidays are over finally... so i'm currently doing an attachment in IJN...
i had been hoping it to be a fruitful and busy few weeks before i start back seremban...
you know, so that i'd be "pumped up" to study... but the past 2 days haven't been promising...
i came back at 3 yesterday (and that after a 1 hour lunch-_-)... and today at 4... after spending time in the IJN library...
hmm... seems like the dato' i'm attached to is too busy to attend to me... and doesn't seem to want me following his clinic... so much for first impressions ~_~..

otherwise.. churchwise i seem to be pretty occupied... having bridge event on saturday, a wedding next saturday and an outing to sg congkak after that... oh well... it'll be back to seremban soon enough... i should "enjoy" myself as much as possible..

hmm... on the other hand... i thought that on the rare occasion that i'm travelling to kl on a regular basis... i thought it'd be cool that i go discover kl... its just that... being from kl... i'm not really sure what the attractions are... besides shopping of course... any suggestions?
i'm thinking of the aquarium in klcc.. but not really sure where to put the car if i do go there... i've heard repeated horror stories of the parking there...
oo... and i just visited the site... apparently if i can cough out 400 bucks.. i can dive with sharks O_O!!! heh... that'd be cool... although i have no idea where to cough out 400 bucks... lol... anyone wanna make donations?

hmm... what to do what to do..
i know i've really starved myself of entertainment options when i don't even want to play kongregate anymore... suggestions? good movies i can dl?

heh... back but not around

heh.. it's not really that ihaven't really been around... but the previous 3 weeks...
well.. i'm on holiday...
which kinda sums it up...
holiday=LAZY...
hrmm.... have studied la...
a bit...
really... a bit... a bit bit

back!! :)

i'm back after 1 week.. haha... 1 week elective is REALLY short...
but china is GREAT!!!
i really hope to be able to go back there again...

but i'm waiting for PICTURES from yeeling and siewteng...
so won't be blogging about it now...
but i'm back... and i'm happy i went :)

china

if you don't know alredi...

in 12 days time (wow, it's that fast)

i'll be leaving for CHINA!!!

officially its to teach ENGLISH...
unofficially, its to look good and get an excuse to have a 1 week elective and 3 week holiday...
but underneath the underneath... there's a secret secret mission...O_o

but i've actually never been to a foreign country before (besides SINGAPORE) which is half local... heh in fact i think Sabah and Sarawak are more "foreign" than singapore...
but ooo... partially excited, partially worried... i've heard that since China is a communist nation they don't take to foreigners that well...

on the other hand... i'll get to see the origins of CINA ppl... will they be more ah PEK or more LA LA than malaysian CINA? lol...

old school

heh..

i'm bringing back old school to seremban...

for a limited time only, 3 weeks to be exact...

i'll be driving WAX 1662 in seremban...

haha.. yeah, the old mitsubishi from phase 1 days before i came to seremban...

it's no longer red, but now gray...

and other than that... don't think there's any other difference... at least not that i can feel...

heh... and i still doesn't look like this...

again =_=

aih... i did it again...
strain my lateral ankle ligament...
although this time its better than the previous time...
it's on the LEFT leg now...
zzzz....

a few years back while running i mis-stepped and fell with my foot in the wrong position...
so what happened was i think i sprained all 3 lateral ankle ligaments in my right ankle causing massive swelling...
that was really bad...
couldn't play futsal for almost a few months...
ever since then i've had some sort of instability in my right ankle...

and now the same thing happens in my left ankle...
although involving only the front ligament...
well... hopes it heals soon...
the pain's bearable while playing actually... i guess adrenaline really does work...
but after that... like now... wah... every step is like...
SAKIT!!!!

hope it heals soon...

somethings money can't buy

aiya...
you know how is it when you've got something REALLY good to blog about...
only thing is...
its about somebody... and if they find out they might not be too happy bout it...
but its REALLY~~~~ funny...

but well... not good la...
suffice to say...


ktm ticket to PWTC: 3 bucks
2 minute taxi ride: 5 bucks
MATTA fair ticket purchases: 1000 bucks
girl's reaction upon getting hair wet and shoes soaked due to rain:
-cannot type lar- =_=
try imagine lah...



some things money can buy...
for the rest... there's life...

together dinner

its a nice thing to be able to eat together...
as a family..
as a group of frens...

i'm not talking about couple couple dinners...
i'm sure they're nice too although i wouldn't know...


i'm talking about the ones where you go to a restaurant and make so much noise that other ppl wish you would just leave...
the ones where you come with so many ppl that they need to bring out the biggest table for you, pull chairs from other tables...
the ones where you nid to go round asking other tables for chairs that they're not using...
the ones where everyone eats together :)... ok... maybe not eating at exactly the same time if everyone orders separately.. but... you know... "together"-laaa...


today was the first time we had a "together" dinner in about 2 weeks...
heh... although its not with the gang i normally eat with... i guess it'll have to do since these are the ppl here...


feels good :)


can't wait for everyone to come back... then we can all have dinner together :)

one week holiday

one week holiday is over...
heh... even before some ppl realize i'm on holiday i'm back to school...
the past week has been spent...
umm... actually it wasn't spent... it was more like... wasted...
wif a few moments of non-waste interspersed in between...
let's see...
saturday went back home... or was it friday?... heh, can't remember... but anyway... those few days weren't wasted... i did some stuff... err.. some stuff la... can't reli remember wat... but it wasn't wasted... cos' i hadn't switched on the computer yet... yeah, i think i finished yibing's health and nutrition book on saturday...
sunday... was spent in church... and night was when i switched on the computer... heh.. and then the hours flew by as i gradually gained points on kongregate.com.. haha.. obviously that went on for some days...

eventually some more interesting things happened... monday went ampang look out point wif christina,fengY and yeangWee...
erm... tuesday was BIG OPERATION day when i reinstalled vista to try solve video card problems... well it failed =_=... so i continued playing kongregate...
wednesday... kongregate...
thursday... kongregate... oh yeah, collected my specs... which was a waste of money... apparently my power is only 75/100... which is down from my previous broken specs.. my mum says the previous lens were too powerful for me thats why...
friday... is today... also kongregated... oh yeah... paid summons in MELAKA wif kexin :P
tmr... will try to NOT kongregate..
and sunday... well then i'll be back in s'ban... and that would have been one week of holidays gone by...

no wonder ppl say time flies...

it is finished

after endless hours of sleepless nights (a first for me, i've never initial or terminal insomnia)
after continuous worrying...
it is finished...
EOS7 is over... and everyone passed...
thank God... really thank God...
a great burden is off my shoulders...

Sing my soul...
of the Saviour's love..


Congrats to everyone :).... We MADE IT!!!
Happy Holidays :)

6:59 in the morning

its a sunday and its 6:59 in the morning...
its been a while since i've been up before the sun...
going to church today... haven't been in i think 3 weeks...
hmmm... almost a month...

thankfully... exams are drawing to an end...
one last lap more... 2 more days and this first "so-called-professional" exam will be done with...

tired...

Battle Cat!!!

Curiosity killed the battle cat:P... hahahahaha...

picture courtesy of FengY

happy? chinese new year

this comes a trifle bit late...
seeing as its the third day alredi..
but still... Happy?? Chinese New Year to all the CINA ppl.. :)

but yeah... if you've been surfing my co-IMU-ians blogs.... its been a depressing CNY...
exams on the 5th day of CNY...
but still... although hard to celebrate...
well... rest a bit b4 charging shud be ok kua...

WE'RE BROTHER'S FOREVER!!!

i don't normally blog about youtube...
but this is hilarious!!!



look for the dance remix and the kids remix which are hilarious as well...
hahahah


I AM YOUR BROTHER
YOUR BEST FRIEND FOREVER
SINGING THE SONGS, THE MUSICTHAT LiiiiiiiiIIIIIIKE.
We're BROTHERS TILL THE END OF TIME
TOGETHER OR NOT, YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART
YOUR HURT, YOUR FEELINGS,
IN YOU WILL REIGN NO MOOOOOORE.

he passed away

this post...
is in rememberence of Uncle Phua...
Uncle Phua is one of the many uncles from church...
he's retired, and he looks just like any of the other church uncles...
married with one great kid...
he passed away today after a battle with cancer...
its actually almost been a year i think... i suppose it's been pretty up and down...
from the time he was first discovered to have growths in the colon and liver, and then the first biopsy showed benign growths... and then a couple of months ago they re biopsied and discovered malignancies...
and then rapidly downhill..
its sad... because uncle phua is one of the friendliest uncles in church... always saying hi to everyone, close to his son, helping out anyway he can... encouraging ppl... even when he discovered his illness...
hmm... its actually been quite a bad weekend in spite of the recently passed exams...
first juliang getting the relapse and now uncle phua...


gotta keep praying...

the unspoken oath 2

for unspoken oath 1 ref to fengyblogstoo.blogspot.com
an incident happened which i shall not elaborate on...
lol... but never the less... even though things worked out in a less than ideal way, what's happened has happened...

ermm.... so well... imagine that there's a rabbit... and this rabbit is good friend with a porcupine...
and then the rabbit is also frens with a skunk... so well... one day one of the animals did something wrong and stupid... and then the other animal also retaliated... so the rabbit while trying to avoid injury to both its frens, get spray with stink on one side and kena cucuk on other side... so in the end... what happen is well... one of the animals thought the rabbit was against it, so the rabbit also became dislike by one of the animals...but well, actually i'm another fren of the rabbit (not skunk or porcupine)... but well, its just that the rabbit is trying actually to protect both the skunk and the porcupine from injuring each other... but well... the rabbit is so skinny so some quills also go past and some secretions also get past...
but well...
this is just so that the rabbit's sacrifice is known to those discerning ones la...

so well... to repeat an oft repeated line... to err is human, to forgive is divine...

the unspoken oath is...
blogging has its hazards... but dun build dividing walls over hastily thrown stones...

actually wanted to refer to a story from bible... but i think i'll do that another day... have to bathe now....

sorry if you don't understand...
i know the rabbit will...

*edit- DISCLAIMER- the story about skunks and rabbits and porcupines in no way resembles what actually happened... it's called an ANALOGY... so please don't pick on details...
focus on the rabbit...
it's about the rabbit...
rabbit is cute

coincidence

wah... i don't believe the sheer coincidencabilitiness of this...
today i went ward as usual...
at the usual time everyone goes to ward...
which ranges from between 8-830am...
well... maybe this is just for my posting only la... maybe other posting ppls go on time at 8...
so actually everyday... correct me if i'm wrong.. but i think most ppl enter the hospital between that time...
so... i'm also the same...
but well... not once, but twice... i've met dato' kandar on the short 5 minute walk to the hospital...
and well... 2nd time alredi he recognize me liao...
actually this is 3rd time for me liao, cos' there was once during PSYCHIATRY posting when i went ward to revise Obs and hopefully some sem6 stuff, cos' that day was "free" for obs...
well so roughly each time i meet DK this is roughly wat happens...
"you're late"
*silence*
"why are you late?"
*silence*
"what posting are you from?"
paeds/psych/ortho...
and then so far he has asked to see...
my group leader... and today was my head of dept.. hmm... haven't done anything about it...
although i feel VERY frustrated... cos' i'm not the ONLY one being "so-called late"... but apparently i'm the only one getting caught...
hmm...
but on the other hand... while i was bathing i thought that actually in a way, he's right la...
i mean... i AM supposed to be in the hospital at 8... regardless of whether other ppl come at that time or not...
oh well...
i suppose on a christian perspective...
i'm not supposed to be as good as other ppl... i'm just supposed to be, good.
or in other words... not just do what everyone thinks to be right... but to do what's right.


"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."
Hebrews 12:5-6


For rulers hold no terror for those who do right, but for those who do wrong. Do you want to be free from fear of the one in authority? Then do what is right and he will commend you. For he is God's servant to do you good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword for nothing. He is God's servant, an agent of wrath to bring punishment on the wrongdoer.
Romans 13:3-4


heh.. i just realized... this is the first real update in a wihle...
been... busy...

update

heh.. this is an update...
yeah... that's just wat it is...
an update...
there's actually a rather interesting discussion going on in christina's blog kiwi-bird.blogspot.com
u can go check it out and contribute to let her know what you think about what's going on in her life...

*update- this post was edited bcos' the word that was previously used may not have been appropriate... wah stress... blogging so long also i din know this sort of thing can happen...